Today,
I don’t want to sit with feelings. Or maybe I just don’t know how to.
I don’t want to deal with my family. Or maybe I just don’t know how to.
I don’t want to treat myself with kindness. Or maybe I just don’t know how to.
I don’t want to listen to what everyone is telling me. Or maybe I just don’t know how to.
I don’t want to work recovery right now. Or maybe I just don’t know how to.
But,
I DO want to live differently. And I do know how to.
I DO want to move past this suffering. And I do know how to.
I DO want to forgive myself. And I do know how to.
I DO want to live in recovery. And I do know how to.
What’s it going to be?
